Its been awhile

Posted 2 months, 3 weeks ago at 3:12 pm. 1 comment

Another one of those night where time fast forward and past walk away. Was watching Hitch by Will Smith just now and feeling quite emotional tonight. I have no idea why, wait maybe I do and I’m denying it. Maybe I don’t. Nahh.. It’s just a feeling, I guess. /ignores. Had a thriving weekend, exciting, and somehow breath taking, yeah that is the correct word to describe, oh not to mention full of un-finished work ( sorry boss, doing it though ).

Had a barbeque last night with eight of my high school ex-classmates. Was talking, more like crapping like people on high yesterday not to mention we were singing top of our lungs in my neighbourhood making few neighbour slam their windows shut, most probably they were envious with our singing talent. I was thinking, how most people changes these past two years. Right after SPM.

Changes? What do I mean by changes, maybe last time, its easy for us all to go out together, without planning to mahkota parade, and usually done spontaneously, what happened when someone we went out with last time together ( no im not talking about a date, im talking about friends gathering ), say it to your face that ” I need privacy, I feel suffocated that every time I came back melaka, you guys call me out, which is of course in my case it was my friend’s face that got shot with those cruel words. Yeah, people do change, some change for better, some change for the worse.

I refuse to comment more, most people that I think I knew last time, change a lot, heh, talk about smoking will ya. not that its a sin, was just surprise that’s all. I’m just surprise no one has ever said to me that “you’ve change a lot, since we last saw you”, wait, someone said that! Well, he said I grew wider that’s it. Not the response I wanted to hear though *sniffs* ;_;! Serve me right huh, haha, so I did grow. Lmao.

Okay here I am, distracted from my original topic. I was feeling really emo tonight. Someone shoot me, literally.