Have you ever regret?

Posted 2 months, 3 weeks ago at 4:04 pm. 1 comment

Of what you did lately, or what you’ve done trough out the years that you have lived? Or have you ever regret waking up this morning, greeting your parents, then left them alone at home to go to class? Or did you ever regret knowing a person, or more than a person? Have you ever regretted enrolling in any academic institution and wished you’ve go to some other “insert some lame uni name here”? Have you? Have you?

I sure did.

I regretted knowing someone who had eventually back stabbed me, a story that happened two years ago which wont be unlikely to fade, to be forgotten until now. The rumours that spread like wildfire didn’t help much haha. But nevertheless, life goes on.

Out of all the mentioned above, I do regret waking up early every week for someone’s classes because it feels so uneventful to begin with. I do regret going to some classes sometimes when I was damn tired but I went just for the sake of attendance which is stupid I know but couldn’t help it due to my small braincells. Not to forget that I do regret skipping one of the classes where there was a pop quiz held and I totally missed the extra mark that should help me to failpass beautifully.

Wait! What about the things that I’ve never regretted doing, or person that I’ve never regretted knowing? Oh well let me reminisce what actually happened during my first day as a university student. Mum dropped me, I went to my first class venue, CLC 2006, which was the venue for Islamic Studies, where I certainly didn’t expect to see few chinese student ( no offense here ) sitting at the first row. Turns out, those student were from Kazakhstan. Wow.. my bad. Went in, sat in the middle, that’s when the fun began where I get to know Azeem , Zafran, Zarif, Syam, Nike and others. Out of all those mentioned, Zarif seems to be the only one who has been quite close to me until now. Lets move on.

I couldn’t remember the details but the second and third class where I get to know the gang, Azimoo, Carmen Low, Joanne, Kumudha, Hemaloshini, Avisha, Race, Leo, Ming Jie, Eros, and Ivan. Trust me, if you’re a normal guy who can’t speak Chinese and innocent, your first encounter with Azimoo will make you think that shes a “omg so cool yet she looks like danger zone”, then the thoughts will dissolve by itself after a few encounter with this girl who supposedly now suppose to be my god daughter (for those who has this wtf? kind of look after reading, pm me for info.) So yeah, she’s actually cool, and kind-hearted yet mysterious. ( don’t ask.. just don’t ask. ) .

Ming Jie on the other hand has this typical class clown attitude but not as good as me though ( oh yeah oh yeah? No harm intended I was just joking man . But seriously, you and I make a good class destroyer ) who kept making the whole class laugh with his random jokes which somehow gets on the nerve of the lecturer but they never really care, until recently. ( read : Ridiculously, ridiculous ) . Joanne, the chicks with gadgets, oh trust me, she got more techies stuffs then me. It is because of her I get to touch Ipod Touch, pardon the pun. She really did outshine when she get four flat for her second semester. Talk about stealing my lights, im the class rep, i’m suppose to outshine everyone. Me! Me!. Just kidding Joanne :).  Eros, seems to have serious mood every time but actually keep his cool whenever you see him, one of the most ridiculously high IQ people in our class :D. Ivan? Well, aside from being awarded with MMU most wanted by hot chicks? He has brain and look, that all I can say for now. ( Apparently Siraj says that you’ve learn everything from him xD. )

Wow, after awhile, First semester ended. I was quite close with Zharif, Calvin, Tee Kam, Fantastic, and Kumudha from my own group. Wasn’t really paying much attention to Avisha. ( my goodness, she’s scary trust me. ) Well not anymore anyway. ( will write about it in few more paragraph later on ) So anyway, my first semester break, whoah was I relieved! Finally a proper weekend.. (not?). I had to work on sigma’s layout. ( no I’m not complaining ) ;p. It was a tedious job, given to some fools like me (citation needed). Anyway, it all doesn’t matter as the book was already out (does a happy dance). I’m truly grateful that someone actually saw me shinning in the darkness even though I emitted a small light, but nevertheless this light shall continue shine for the rest of the life by passing the experienced to the new comers of the club. A question should be asked by the end of this paragraph, have I ever regret joining SPB? Hell no. It’s where everything started, and it certainly holds as much memories as I had for the rest of my student’s life. Like once said, if you regretted what you had today, what would tomorrow had become?

Now here come the best part of my life,

Second semester wasn’t that bad in my humble oppinion. Only three subjects, which is good for a short semester. Had some fun this semester, Luqman started to skip classes like meZarif. Tsk tsk, what happened to both of you. Oh how bout regretting making your economics lecturer walk out of the class as she was barking mad with our class due to the intolerable sounds from behind. These are one of the few events that happened during second semester. How could I forget, this is the time where carmen started her “quite cute guy” business which drove azimo and me nuts literally :P. Haha, carmen was just kidding, don’t kill me please. I guess thats all. Yeah should be, nothing much happen during second semester. It’s such a hectic and boring semester. Sigh…

Okay, am I a fool or what to left out a very important event during this time. This is the time when I met Mona. Yeah roughly six month ago, it was a dark and stormy night, o-shit, it became a romance novel, it was the night after I finished my Sigma work, was watching princess diaries with lin hui while Ivan play guitar ( i think ) in SPR. Suddenly a cute girl went bashing trough the door of the holy land. Okay Im exaggerating a bit too much, but who cares. She was a maiden in distress. She was desperately looking for a place to stay up and study as tomorrow she had an exam.

For I, being chivalrouswtficantspellwaitigooglechivalrous decided to lend her my spr key so that she can happily take her exam tomorrow morning after she studied. From something so small, we end up being together like we are today, Oh I still remember us being childishly childish, running around mmu just to get back my key, and how she treated me on her was it third time seeing me while she was walking with Rosalind where I end up carrying her laptop back and Rosalind telling her how evil she was.

Should I regret? Of all that happened, nah. why should I.

Lets move on to semester three, the saddest semester ever. Nah, don’t get any wrong thoughts because we are still fine together, stronger than ever. I’m talking about my class, the physics get tough, the maths get tougher, at first we were glad that there was no presentation at all, and turns out that we wish for more presentation than all the tutorials we had to do. On the happy note, Sigma was finished, after all the efforts we all put in, it was finally out. OUT!

On the sad side, something terrible had happened on third sem, but I’m glad it’s all over, because all these stuffs bring us no good in any manner…/kill sad mood/.

And we got together on 1st Mac 2008 , yeah so we finally did. Not that I’m complaining, just feeling happy, in a civilized manner :P.

Hahah, this is the time whe I finally made up my mind and change course out of my own will, where I got a very sucky result out of all the semester. Uhh can I rewind? I forgot to mention we went for a class (technically I jumped on the bandwagon and hijacked my girl’s class trip and went to Genting Highland. We had a lot of fun, and I bet you liked my surprise too eh dear? :), love you.

Wait I didn’t even mention about my super duper power holy-awesomeness birthday party that was arranged by Mona without my knowledge (well technically Carmen spoiled it) , but doesn’t really matter because it still a awesome birthday party which If im not mistaken last time I had one was during standard four and I don’t call it a party, because basically, I brought cake too school, and whole classmate eat it. That’s it. :D, so dear friends and dearie Mona, thanks for the party, the cake, the drinks, all my friends that you called, and thanks for the gift, mostly thanks for remembering it!

Gyaaa I almost forgot, I had my first starbucks on second semester. Shesh, shut up you bunch of lucky kids, some of us couldn’t afford it okay? XD. Damn’t , I don’t have enough paper to write all this ( or will ), so I guess I stop here for now. And to answer the questions, no I did not regret at all.